Saturday 23 August 2014

I SHOULD'VE TOLD HER

Once upon a time, there were a widower and his little girl who came to the graveyard. The girl asked him why they were there.

Mandy, this gravestone belongs to my friend, named Avril. She was flawless, charming, intelligent, and easy-going. Everybody loved her. But some of them didn’t,” said Bryan, her father.
Why didn’t they like her?” asked the girl.
Well, it happened when we were in High School.
What happened, Dad? Just tell me. Don’t make me curious.
Alright. So, here the story goes...

Nineteen years ago, exactly on April 1st 1995, The Washington High School celebrated the anniversary. All students had free time in each classroom. Those teenagers were talking to each other. But all of sudden, they focused on Mrs. Brightman and a new student who walked into Bryan’s classroom, except Bryan.

Attention, everyone! We’ve got a new student here. Avril, you may introduce yourself.
Hello, guys! My name’s Avril Knightley. You can call me Avril. I come from Russia and now I live in The Denver Apartment. It’s a pleasure to meet you all,” said Avril, with her soft voice.

At first, Bryan didn’t pay any attention to both of them. But then, Mrs. Brightman asked Avril to sit beside him.

What a coincidence! While Hannah's being hospitalized, Avril's going to replace her. Now, you may sit beside Bryan,” said Mrs. Brightman.

Bryan got shocked and actually he'd been comfortable with Hannah, his seatmate.

Do you mind if I sit here? Well, I promise when Hannah attends school, I will move to another desk.
No, I don’t mind at all. Have a seat please,” answered Bryan.

During the school hours, Avril tried to adapt with her new friends. She asked Bryan many things about the students’ behaviours. It was boring for Bryan. Avril also knew how Bryan looked like when she asked a lot. In order to make him cheerful, Avril tried to talk about Russia.

It worked! Bryan got interested in this discussion. He asked her about Russia because it'd been ten years since he didn’t visit his hometown.

So, I was born in Russia and I barely remember all of memories I’ve had. Hopefully my dad will ask me to go there this summer.
I hope so. Well, by the way, I thought you were coldhearted. But after having this conversation, I was totally wrong,” said Avril.
Hahaha... No need to be nervous like that. My friends used to say it when they met me for the first time. And I thought you were shy. But you are very talkative,” answered Bryan.
Thanks!
Wait, don’t thank me. I wanna change the word ‘talkative’ into ‘fussy’. Hahahahaha!
Uh, Bryan!

Though Avril was annoyed of what Bryan said, she was still happy. He could make her enjoy the first day of her new school. Bryan also asked her to eat lunch in the canteen.

Meanwhile, at the breaking time, Bryan’s gank which consisted of Josh, Kyle, and Britney were waiting for Bryan impatiently in the school hall. Instead of waiting, they chose to seek for him.

They walked around the school area. Suddenly they became aggravated when they spotted a girl and him from the distance. They ran and approached him directly.

Dude! Where have you been?! We’ve been looking for you! And you’re just sitting here with a stranger without telling us anything?! Nice, how cool!” said Kyle angrily.
Don’t call her a stranger! She has a name. She’s Avril, a new student and my new seatmate.
Wait, what?! Hannah said that you’re her seatmate,” said Britney.
I used to be, okay. From now on, Avril becomes my seatmate. It’s an order from Mrs. Brightman,” said Bryan confidently.

After arguing, they left both Bryan and Avril. When the bell rang, Britney texted Hannah because Hannah needed to know about it.

Hannah, I’ve got a news for you.
What's that?
It’s about Bryan. There’s a new student in your classsroom, called Avril. Bryan and she were together during the school hours. And I think you’re being replaced by her because Bryan said that Avril's his seatmate now,” explained Britney.
Uh! This news has ruined my day! If I hadn’t been sick today, I would’ve prohibited her to sit on my desk!

While laying on the bed, with her body covered by a blanket, Hannah tried to figure out why Bryan intended to spend his day with Avril. On the other hand, she also wondered why Bryan didn’t visit her.

Does he forget me? Does he care about her, a new student who has captivated his attention?! Argh! I’ll avenge her. But wait...how come?... I have to think about this!

Nah! Finally, Hannah got an idea. She would ask her father to order Mrs. Brightman to tell Avril not to sit beside Bryan. Hannah whose father was the principal of The Washington High School would help her because as her mother passed away, he had promised to give his spoiled daughter everything that made her happy.

Daddy, I’ll go to school tomorrow.
But sweetheart, your condition will be better next week.
I don’t care, Daddy. I have to go to school because someone has replaced my position to be Bryan’s seatmate. And no one is allowed to replace me!
Oh gosh, I thought you’ve stopped loving him.
Of course, I haven’t, Daddy. How can I do that if I still meet him every day, every minute, even every second? Come on, Dad. Help me to solve this problem, okay? You have promised to Mom.
Alright, darling. I’ll do everything for you.
Thank you so much my lovely daddy!!!” said Hannah with a kiss on his forehead.

On the next day, Hannah was late to come to school. She entered her classroom with her father.

Attention, everyone! Stand up please! Give greeting to the principal,” said the classleader.
Good morning, Sir.
Morning too, all of you may have a seat, except Bryan and Avril.

All students sat on their chairs, except both of them. They wondered what was going on.

Excuse me, Sir. Is there anything I can do for you?” offered Mrs. Brightman.
You don’t need to. I can do myself. Avril, how dare you sit over there! Go sit at the corner, the desk beside Bryan belongs to my daughter. Don’t ever sit on another desk, including on the desk beside him. Hannah, you can sit on your own desk now. And you, Bryan, follow me to the principal room!” ordered Mr. Clarkson.

In the principal room, Mr. Clarkson tried to explain why he did it to Avril.

It doesn’t make any sense! You’re mad at her and asked her to sit at the corner just because Hannah doesn’t like her?! She isn’t guilty at all!
I’m not mad, okay?! I did it because I love my daughter. I don’t wanna make her sad, disappointed, even suffer. And please, stay away from Avril. Her jealousy will affect her health if you keep being friends with that girl,” begged Mr. Clarkson.
I can’t believe she’s in love with me!” said Bryan surprisingly.
Now you’ve known what has actually been going on here. If you don’t do what I’ve begged, I won’t be hesitate to drop Avril out of this school,” threatened Mr. Clarkson.
Please, don’t do that!
Therefore, no more talking or doing anything with Avril. Do everything with Hannah and your gank! You must accept this agreement. Do you deal in it?
I do, Sir.

Bryan went back to his classroom disappointingly. He didn’t want to do it but how could he struggle against a principal while he was threatened that Avril would be dropped out? He wanted Avril to keep studying in his school. He still wanted to see her everyday. He really wanted her to survive.

Month after month had been passed by Bryan and Avril. Sometimes they made eye-contacts, but they just acted like strangers. Hannah and the others who glimpsed their eye-contacts, always diverted his attention to theirselves. Literally, Bryan didn’t realize that he loved her. And neither did Avril.

On the following day, The Washington High School organized a singing audition to welcome the president. Every student performed on the stage. They stood in front of the judges and the audiences. When the last student performed, the audiences felt impressed with her unique voice. Yeah, she was Avril. Her voice was different from the others’, even Hannah’s voice had been defeated.

Soon after the audition was over, the judges announced the winner. For the boy category, Bryan became the first winner. And for the girl category, Avril became the first one. Hannah was disappointed because she just became the runner up. She accepted the judges’ decision insincerely.

For both Bryan and Avril, you will sing along at the event later. Congratulations!

Among the finalists, Hannah was the only one who discouraged them from being a couple.

But Hannah, we have convinced our decisions. This might be hard for you. We’re truly sorry,” apologized the judges.
Daddy! You have to defend me! You must be able to excuse in front of them!
I... I... I... can’t do that easily. All of them are senates. I can be fired if I do the same thing like what you’ve just done,” whispered Mr. Clarkson.
To all judges, I apologize for what my daughter did. Now, excuse us.

The principal and his daughter went home quickly. Meanwhile, Bryan and the gank drove Avril home.

Here we are! Would you like to come in?” asked Avril.
I think we don’t need to, hehe.
Oh guys, let me get out of this car. I live here too. I’m sorry I forgot to tell you about my new residence. Well, I guess I can spend my time a lot with Avril since we live in the same apartment, right?” said Britney.
Good idea!” said Avril.
Okay girls, both of you have arrived instead. Let us go home now, okay?! Bye, see you tomorrow!” said the boys who gave a wave as the car drove off.

On the way to the boarding house, they were stuck in traffic. Instead of getting bored, Josh started the conversation in the car.

Dude!
Who are you greeting? Me or Bryan?” asked Kyle.
I’m absolutely greeting Bryan, not you. Don’t be too confident!
Hish!
Hello guys! We’re stuck here! And you’re just arguing like kids?! Be mature, please!” said Bryan.
Sorry, dude. I greeted you because I’d like to ask you something.
What do you wanna ask?
Are you falling in love with Avril?
Hahaha good question, Josh!” interrupted Kyle.
What kind of question is that?!” asked Bryan rudely.
It’s a general question. Everybody must have been asked like this. Answer me or... I’ll spit on you!
Ew how disgusting you are, Josh! Okay, let me answer it.

During the traffic jam, Bryan explained what he felt about Avril. He said that Avril was very attractive and nice to people, not like Hannah. She was also multitalented. For him, she barely had any lack of talents. She could do anything. It was the first time he fell in love with a girl because before Avril came to his life, he never loved a girl seriously.

Josh and Kyle suggested him to admit his love to Avril as soon as possible before it was too late. They planned it after Bryan and Avril sang in front of the president. Bryan just followed their suggestion.

On March 15th 1996, the president visited The Washington High School. There were many guests of the government. When the host called Bryan and Avril, both of them walked onto the stage and sang beautifully. The audiences got impressed. The president also did. After performing, the president commented on them.

What a stunning performance! I wish someday both of you would be a couple of husband and wife. I wish it could be true,” appreciated the mayor.
That is one of great compliments we’ve got, Sir. Especially from a president like you. We truly thank you,” thanked Bryan and Avril.

They walked downstairs and sat on the VIP chairs with Josh and Kyle. They discussed about Bryan and Avril’s performance.

Guys! You both have made me stunned! I really love your performance!” said Kyle.
If only I recorded your video, I’d watch it every single time. Hahaha!” added Josh.
You make me shy, Josh. But, thanks. Anyway, where are Hannah and Britney?” asked Avril confusingly.
Well... They didn’t come here. They don’t like you, babe. So, they just spend this day at the mall. As usual, they go shopping.
Umm... I think I’m a troublemaker,” said Avril guiltily.
Don’t take it personal, Avril! Your haters are just both of them. Everyone loves you from your ability, personality, and many more. All of us will always protect you, especially Bryan, right, Bryan?
Huh, what did you say?
Argh never mind. Hey, Avril! Bryan wants to tell you something.
What is it?
I... well, I... Umm...” said Bryan nervously.
Avril!!! Come here!” someone yelled at her.

In fact, she was, Clara, Avril’s sister. She was at the school gate to inform her about their mother who was hospitalized because of an accident. Avril, Clara, Bryan, Josh, and Kyle went to the hospital by Bryan’s car. After arriving at the hospital, all of them walked to the ICU room. They saw Avril’s mother laying on the bed.

I’m sorry, Mom, I’m late. I wish the accident never happened to you.
It doesn’t matter, honey. I feel better now.” said her mother slowly.

Josh, Kyle, and Bryan were sad looking at a mother and a daughter in that situation. Avril thanked them for coming with her. She asked them to go home because Avril had already been beside her mother.

Where are we going?” asked Josh.
We’re going to the parking area.
Bryan, why were you nervous to tell her the truth? You didn’t feel confident at all! What a coward!
Listen up, guys! I was anxious about her answer. What if she rejects me? What if she doesn’t wanna be close to me anymore? What if we become strangers?” answered Bryan.
Bro, don’t be afraid before trying. If you don’t do it now, you’ll only regret it.
I ensure it!” added Kyle.

On Saturday night, Bryan chatted Avril via twitter. He also browsed in the virtual world about love. He had been wondering for three hours. He thought that he had decided and intended to tell her at the graduation.

At the same time in Hannah’s house, Hannah and Britney planned something for Avril. They would also conduct it at the graduation. Hmm... What would they do?

A year later, all students of The Washington High School passed the final exam with great scores. As what had been promised before, the principal would celebrate their graduation in The L’amour Hall, the most luxurious building in Washington. Bryan and Avril were requested to perform and become the king and the queen of the graduation. They were so glad to know that and without thinking much, they accepted it.

In the hall, the main stars were welcomed outstandingly with fanfare. Either Bryan or Avril felt excited of the surprise. They started to walk onto the stage and perform the best they could do. Their performance looked like a concert.

Thank you very much!!” shouted Bryan and Avril.
I’ll be back later, I need to go to the restroom,” whispered Avril.

Bryan was still standing on the stage while waiting for Avril to come. He made a speech about love. Meanwhile, Avril was in the restroom washing her hands on the washbasin.

Let us give applause to this girl who has taken Bryan away from me,” Hannah snapped sarcastically.
What are you talking about?
Don’t be innocent, Avril! I know you must be very happy with your fame. You’ve got everything you want. Now, I’m going to take your soul!” said Britney.
You both are so puzzling,” answered Avril.

Avril went out of the restroom while Bryan was speaking in front of people.

And now with all my heart, I would like to confess that I...
Aaaa!!” screamed Avril.
Avril!” shouted Bryan.

At that moment, Avril fell down on the floor with a knife piercing her chest. Bryan came over her and pulled out the knife.

Avril, don’t leave me alone! Please, stay awake for me! I’ve just wanted to confess in front of them that I love you. Don’t do this to me!” said Bryan loudly with teardrops.
I... love... you... too... I shall leave, goodbye...” whispered Avril.

And Avril closed her eyes forever. Bryan couldn’t believe that his excitement had turned into a grief. He got reminded of what Kyle said a year ago. He cried regretfully, hugged Avril’s body tightly.

The woman who killed Avril had been caught by the security guard and the polices before running away to leave the hall. Josh had called 911 before. He told Bryan he had registered the case to be handled.

At the district court, people who attended the trial were Bryan, his lawyer, Josh, Kyle, Mr. Clarkson, Avril’s mother and sister, Britney, Hannah, and some witnesses. When the judge asked the suspect about how she murdered Avril, she got confused how to excuse. But she didn’t want to be jailed in the prison alone because she wasn’t the one who planned the murder.

Two days before I murdered Avril, I was walking alone on the street. It was very lonely and I thought there was nobody. But then, a stranger touched my shoulder and the other one pulled me to an old factory. After that, they explained about their murder plan and asked me to do it. I refused them. Unfortunately, they threatened to kill me and my family if I didn’t do it. They know where my family and I live,” admitted Dorothy.
How do they know your house?” asked the judge.
She visited me a few months ago when I was sick. I used to be her servant.
Who is that woman?” asked the judge again.
She is... Hannah Clarkson.” answered Dorothy.

Everybody got horrified by Dorothy’s confession and wondered how a daughter of a principal of The Washington High School could be so mean. At first, Hannah denied it. But after she got caught because she tried to run away from the trial, people believed that she was also a suspect.

So, Hannah planned all of this, didn’t she? But earlier you said that there were two strangers who threatened you. Who was she with?
She was with Britney, her bestfriend.

Because of Dorothy’s confession, Hannah, Britney, and she got a long life sentence. Before going home, the principal was allowed to say something to Hannah.

You have made me disappointed and embarassed in front of people. I’ve given everything you want and is this how you reply my kindness? How disrespectful you are!” said Mr. Clarkson angrily.
Daddy I’m sorry, don’t leave me here! Daddy!!!” yelled Hannah.

Hannah kept crying but her father didn’t pay any attention. He just left her and went home. Bryan who actually wanted to avenge her had been told by Avril’s mother not to do that. Avril’s family had already been sincere to let Avril go.

A day after the trial at the court, the polices found Mr. Clarkson dead hanging on the ceiling. Nobody knew about it. Polices hypothesized that he did a suicide.

Since Avril passed away, Bryan became desperated and withdrawn for many years. There wasn’t any girl who could replace him, except Mandy’s mother because of a matchmaking by Mandy’s grandparents.

So, daddy... You don’t love Mom at all, do you?” asked Mandy.
I do, honey. But I don’t love her with all my feelings. I give my feelings mostly to Avril.
If that’s the way you love Mom, then you don’t truly love me, right?” asked Mandy disappointingly.
Mandy, I also love you with all my heart. Do you know why? It’s because long time ago, Avril said that one day when I have a daughter, I have to assume my daughter as her. So that I can be closer to my daughter like the way I used to be with her. Well, I wish time could be rewound. Josh and Kyle were right, I should’ve told her that I’ve been loving her and I’ll always do... forever. And I’ve promised I won’t marry any woman. You and Avril are the only important ones in my life,” explained Bryan.
Regret always comes last, Dad. I know that. We better go home now and cook spaghetti. Come on, Dad!
Okay, sweetheart.
I love you... “ said Bryan in his heart to Avril.

Finally, Bryan and Mandy went out of the graveyard under the sunset.



THE END

Tuesday 29 January 2013

TRUE LOVE

February 29th 1997 was the worst day for a 30-years-old man who lived in Manhattan. His name was Clark. He had planned the schedule of his wedding party. When everyone was already there, the only one who hadn't been at the party was Clark's bride, Flo. They thought Flo was preparing for the costume or everything. After they had been waiting for 3 hours, Clark got a message which said "Clark, you are the nicest man I've ever met. You've given everything I want. But I don't think we can continue this relationship. You're too good for me. I've married a man, sorry I can't explain this more. I need to live a new life without you. Goodbye, I wish you could get a better woman than me."

The last message from Flo made Clark disappointed. He was terribly mad at everything and everyone. "Bullshit! Is there anything wrong with me? Is it because that man's much richer than me? Why does every woman like a rich man so much? Why are they crazy of money? I hate my life! I don't deserve anything I want! I'd better die!!," Clark shouted and cried. He broke everything around him. Everyone had tried some effort to stop him but they totally failed.

Actually, Clark was very rich. Because he was the head of the biggest company in the U.S.A. His company produced the latest version of computer. That's why everyone admired him. Maybe the secret man who was chosen by Flo had so many companies in the world. It was just an estimation. The truth was still unknown.

Clark's mother (Mrs. Anderson) and brothers (Josh & John) found out the way to heal him from his depression disease. The only way to heal him was carrying him to a psychiatrist. They hoped it would work.

"Welcome to my house. Is there anything I can help?," Mr. Tom said. "Thank you. Sorry for interrupting. I really need your help. My son, Clark, is being depressed because of being left by his ex bride. I'm afraid he will become insane. I've been trying so many ways to heal him but they never worked. Can you see him in the car over there? He's just quiet and acting abnormally," Mrs. Anderson explained and cried. "Well, do you know The Edelweiss Hospital? I'm the owner of that hospital. He's able to stay there. But he must stay for 2 years in order to be normal perfectly. Do you mind? Be calm, you'll be free for the payment. I've ever become depressed before, same like Clark". John, Josh, and Mrs. Anderson were very thankful to this psychiatrist.

Clark didn't comment anything when he arrived at the hospital. He just followed his mother and brothers. They walked into the room where there were many patients who were like Clark. Without talking to Clark, they just let him in the room and got out of the hospital. Even though Clark didn't talk to them, he said something quietly. "Mom," he said. Of course Mrs. Anderson didn't hear that because he didn't say it loudly. Little by little, he started to understand about life. The psychiatrist and the nurse always gave him spirit to rise, to restart a new life, and to find a true love.

After 2 years being treated and healed, the psychiatrist allowed Clark to leave the hospital. Clark has finally been healthy like he used to be. Then he went home and was welcomed by his family happily. "I can't believe I'm already home now. I hope it won't happen again in my life", Clark said it proudly. Mrs. Anderson had cooked Clark's favourite foods, such as spaghetti, salty squid, etc. Well, it seemed Clark would be fat like John and Josh. In the dining room, Clark also shared his experience in the hospital.

Clark restarted his career from the beginning until 8 years became rich and moved to Washington D.C with his family. He worked diligently and bought everything for them. But for him, he hadn't got something precious to complete his life. "Josh, will you be grateful for having everything you want?" Clark asked. "If I were you, I would be very thankful to God. I've got big houses, new cars, and a lot of money. I wish I could have much success like you", Josh admitted. "I've just thought there's something left in my life. And I don't know what it is", Clark added. "A love, a true love. That's what you think about. It's been 10 years you didn't find any girlfriend since that tragedy. You're a 40-years-old man, Clark. It's time for you to have your own family. You should've had a wife and children!". Clark thought a while, then said "You've never felt this. It's complicated for me. You've never been betrayed by the person whom you love. The tragedy that happened long time ago had hurt me so much. I'm afraid it'll happen again. And you know what, a true love will come itself. So, I didn't need to find it out. Did you get it?". Josh said nothing and Clark just left him. Clark's past had concerned Josh. He sincerely wanted to help Clark but the way he helped didn't work at all. It just made Clark furious.

In the next day, Clark and his mother went shopping. They looked for some new clothes. "Mom, I gotta go to the restroom. Be right back," Clark told Mrs. Anderson. "Okay, I'll be waiting here". Then Clark's mother continued looking for dresses. It took 5 minutes for Clark in the restroom. "I think my hair's having dandruff, well I ought to go to the barbershop". Clark came to his mom and he told her "Mom, I need to go to the barbershop. Are you gonna follow me?", Clark's mom did agree with him.

After arriving at the barbershop, Mrs. Anderson sat on the sofa while Clark was waiting for the woman who was gonna clean his hair. "Excuse me, Sir. I'm going to clean your hair. Please place this small towel under your neck," said Clara. "How beautiful she is!", said Clark in his heart. The innocence of her face made him fall in love. She looked pretty enough, but a bit innocent. Clark thought he could make a long conversation with her easily. "Are you also gonna cut my hair?" asked Clark. "Of course," Clara made him sure. Clark optimized himself to know her more. So, when she was cutting his hair, they talked to each other.

Before he went home, he asked Clara "Do you mind to give me your phone number?". Clara gave it with pleasure. Clark was so thankful to her and he seemed like 'flying' in the 7th sky. He told all his family. They were pleased with him. But...there was one thing that confused him. "Mom, this girl is actually poor. She was from Manhattan like us. Her house in Manhattan looks like a shack. She works here with her sister to feed her family because her father had passed away. She only has a sister. So, her mother is just alone in Manhattan," explained Clark. Mrs. Anderson just made him sure that Clara was the only love for him.

2 years they've been together, this might be the exact time for Clark to marry Clara. When they were at the park on Saturday at 11 p.m, Clark gave her a ring and said "Will you marry me, Clara?". It was romantic because they stood in front of a fountain. Clara accepted his request and then the wedding began on Monday. Meanwhile, there was a woman came to Clark's wedding and made the condition become "cold". Yes, she was Flo.

"Clark, nice to meet you again. My wish has just come true, you've got a true love to complete your dream". Clark got surprised and he thought it was the most horrible surprise he has ever got. "What the hell are you doing here? Are you gonna ruin my wedding? It's all enough for me! After 12 years you disappeared, now you wanna ruin my life again? Aren't you satisfied yet huh? Get the hell outta here!" Clark shouted and pushed her away. Flo fell down and cried, and she also apologized. But her apology wasn't accepted by Clark. Without thinking much, Clara got her up and asked her "Who are you? What's your business with Clark?". "I was her ex bride and I was the one who left him and made him depressed. I regret it and I just wanna congratulate you both. I wanna apologize too. But it's too late," Flo said and cried. "Your apology has been accepted and from now on, don't ever come back to Clark's life. Promise?", Clara requested. Flo agreed and she left the wedding. People who saw it were quietly surprised because they didn't believe Clark's ever had an 'evil ex bride' like Flo. Clara approached Clark and told him she had made sure Flo wouldn't come back. Flo was gone and the situation at the wedding party got better.

5 years later, Clark bought a new big house for his mother-in-law in Manhattan. He also lived happily in Washington D.C with his wife and his little 4-years-old boy. One day, Clark and Clara were dating at the park where he requested to marry her. They sat on the bench and said "A TRUE LOVE WILL COME ITSELF" with smiley faces.

                                                                    THE END